Reach Out With A Vengeance

The worst thing is when you realize there was a genuine moment for closeness & that you STILL deliberately destroyed it to escape from the feelings that the situation gave you.

Feelings you long for in private yet cannot stand when push comes to shove.

It’s horrible to then think several of these moments arose for you in the last few years, each & every motherfucking one of which were passed on because of fear.

Then you realise that you’re not gonna change this behaviour. Not now.

Not ever…

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